so maybe
ill start writing in this again. i have been ill for about a month, every morning waking with migranes that are literally disabling. i cant get out of bed in a rush, i have to take some sort of pill before i even move, and have to wait until it starts working to get out of bed and start moving. i’ve also been experiencing numbness in my hands and face, which scares the crap out of me. and dont get me started on the vision loss and dizziness. yeah. not the best feeling. my doctor gave me a muscle relaxer to take before bedtime that will help me to relax my jaw and not grind my teeth as much. i took it for the first time last night and felt like a jellyfish. so wierd. but this morning i woke up without a migrane. it was magical, i tell you.
i have an MRI scheduled tomorrow also, just to be sure. and she took bloodwork to test my thyroid, so we shall see.
something else i feel wierd about is the fact that i am now taking prozac. yeah, prozac. i guess i feel strange because i always think only crazy people took that… my doctor prescribed it for my anxiety (yes, its pretty bad) just within the past year or so it has been bad. i talked to one of my dearest friends, who is practically the same person i am, and she said she was taking it too, and she said she is the happiest and the most content she has ever been. my doctor says she wants me to find a therapist, and some people in my family go to them and love it, i havent decided if its the right thing for me just yet.
on a lighter note- i am supposed to be with one of my favorite people tonight in baltimore, seeing two groups of my other faves. way to go weather, thanks for sucking!
